Today was a day I never thought would come. A day where our hope was restored. A day where we got answers. Answers that will hopefully bring our journey to three to fruition. I was consumed by all emotions today prior to our follow-up appointment. Hopeful. Anxious. Nervous. Scared. You name it, I felt it. […]
5w3d…I was wrong, THIS takes the cake
I don’t even know where to start. As you all know from my previous blog post, I had taken THIRTEEN home pregnancy tests and ALL were negative. You can even ask my friend Laura. We checked those tests like mad — switched filters on the picture to hopefully see a line, inverted it…tried it all. […]
This takes the cake.
Heartbroken. Devastated. Distraught. Absolutely no word I even type can describe how we are feeling or what we are going through, yet again. Another failed transfer. Another failed transfer of “normal” PGS embryos. FAILED. An 80% success rate down the drain. $10,000 down the drain. The pain. The agony. It’s just too much. My faith […]
I held each of you.
Well, it’s no secret that we have now struggled with infertility for three years but this past year has been the absolute worst. It takes the cake. Our faith has been tested, our hope has faded, but one thing is for sure – our love has grown stronger. But when is enough, enough? I can’t […]
…and somehow you just keep going
Well, here we are. It’s September. Snuck up fast didn’t it? Don’t worry, I wasn’t prepared for it either. Another thing I wasn’t prepared for was how well I’d respond to our current IVF regime. IVF #3…hard to believe, hard to imagine, hard to wrap my head around. If you would have told me I’d […]