a letter to our surrogate.

To our GC, There aren’t nearly enough words, gestures, or expressions of gratitude that could ever show how truly thankful Matt & I are to be on this surrogacy journey with you. While we have struggled with infertility for five years and endured ten IVF cycles, nine IVF transfers, five egg retrievals, and six miscarriages […]

update & timeline. 

Well, y’all, I thought it was about time for an update – especially those that don’t follow us on social media/Instagram.  I believe I’ve mentioned this before, but because my husband and I had no embryos to use (for our gestational carrier), it meant that we had to go through another IVF cycle (our tenth) […]

My Motherhood

Next month, October 15th is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day. I am dedicating this post to Share’s Walk of Remembrance & the Wave of Light in support of infertility and pregnancy loss and shattering the stigma. You can find a list of all the amazing bloggers on this blog tour here. I never thought any of this would happen […]

{update}

My husband + I met with our RE (reproductive endocrinologist) this morning to discuss the next steps. Our clinic considers one to have recurrent miscarriage after more than 2 miscarriages, so while we aren’t there yet, since we have had 2, my RE is still allowing us to have some testing done.   They took […]

Shattered.

Going into our FET (frozen embryo transfer) we knew this was it. We had three frozen embryos (often referred to as embabies in the infertility world) remaining. My clinic had told us that I needed to have two periods (since our miscarriage in December) prior to beginning our FET. The day my dad passed away…my […]